spontaneously

it's funny when you look and feel like shit, wearing someone's shirt that you don't know
(with a bite out of the arm), playing flogging molly on "the strip" with dear romy and getting lots of funny looks, and you run into someone you know but haven't talked to since middle school, but you end up hanging out anyway.... and it turns out to be a pretty okay saturday night.

bleh

I've realised lately that I can't hold onto friends for the life of me. I think it's because I get bored easy.. or something. But a few of my friends think that I'm turning into a big ol' bitch-ah, just because I've been extremely honest with them lately. I guess some people can't handle honesty. They'd prefer me being fake and telling them what they want to hear. I'm guessing that pretty soon there'll be a "falling out" or whatever it's called between me and these two people, we'll never talk again, and the sad part is I won't be sad.






"Picture yourself, top of the earth
A foot in cement, a flag in the dirt
Picture the world forgetting to turn
We smack the sun, you're the first to burn" -the Thermals

don't worry, i don't get ideas

hmm hmm hmmmm.. i have a weeks worth of homework to do tonight... but i keep putting it off.... and wasting time... which is what i'm doing right now. if you haven't guessed, this whole entire blog is just something for me to do when i'm bored. i don't expect anyone to read it ever... but you can if you want.. just don't expect anything good.

blah.. hmmm... haha last night was ridiculous, and i got the deathstare of the century! haghaahkgha it still makes me laugh.


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mwhahaaha







boobs.

"so THAT'S why they call them magic!"

Tonight was a good night. Maria kidnapped me Mya and Stephanie. We drove out to this place and Stephanie and I tried to hide in a corn field but it didn't work. I fell in a ditch and I guess I "don't know how to play Signs" ..psh. Psh indeed. Mya and I had to break into Stephanie's house into the dark basement and we were there for a long while. After that I went with Maria to Roman's house... I think we just hung and ate apple jacks. Maria had too much RUSH and we couldn't stop laughing, telling stories, 'twas fun. It doesn't sound like a great night but oh it was. I guess you had to be there.

Yay for corn splinters and the stolen shirt!



Oh yes today in class I asked Kayla "what if I laughed like this all the time?" (weird laugh).. so we kept doing it, and now I can't seem to stop.


and my cheeks are raw from sour patch kids. damn those kids.. they get me every time

you kill me....

I've been in a pretty much shitty mood for the past few weeks straight. I just feel like I'm doing the same things over and over and over. School, swim, sleep, swim, school, swim, sleep, school, swim, sleep, swim, school, swim, sleep, school, swim, die... and it's getting very old. I already feel like this and it's only the second week of school I think. That seems like a bad sign. So I stayed home again today.. second time this week alone. I slept and ate lots of waffles and lots of ramen mm mmm fun. And now I have 3 whole practices to make up. Just punch me in the face. please.

it's too early to laugh that loud

I had an eye doctor appointment at 10 today, which is why i'm not at school. I had just woken up, and the doctor had the loudest voice maybe I've ever heard. Every time she laughed I jumped about 3 feet. Then she started talking about contacts and eye infections, and I started to get lightheaded. I sat there and everything kept getting blurrier and blurrier. I passed out for a little while I guess, because she asked "Are you alright?" and the next thing I remember, I'm leaned back with a washcloth on my head and the doctor is yelling "CAROLYN! CAROLYN!", trying to get me to wake up. Apparently I was twitching too.. oh how I wish I could've seen me.

Now there's a large man with a high voice in my house, doing something with our phone service. He asked where the basement was located when he was standing next to the stairs. And he keeps spelling things in code ("Charlie Alpha Charlie 9 Foxtrot"). I can't help but chuckle.


Note to self: McDonald's Coke is better than regular Coke could ever hope to be... and even better when you don't have to go to school.

if a swede can do it, you can too

My brother's birthday was this weekend. well it was saturday anyway.. i didn't really see him that day because i was busy with a swim meet, then babysitting til 1:30 in the morning at a house with no food whatsoever and nothing to do but fight the cat. yeah, you heard me. the cat.
so there was that, and i've been sick all weekend.. so it wasn't that great.
but i have a little more money (babysitting). my brother got family guy on dvd. i saw napoleon dynamite and it was delicious. and i'm not going to school/practice tomorrow. so, all that makes me happy.


"Napoleon, don’t be jealous that I’ve been chatting online with babes all day. Besides, we both know I’m training to become a cage-fighter."
"Since when, Kip?! You have the worst reflexes of all time!"
Seriously kids, see Napoleon Dynamite or get kicked in the face.

"you've got to get better" i said "it's all in your head"

I'm going blind.. after reading for 1 minute in class today i couldn't get my eyes to stop crossing, or everything would keep getting fuzzy. not normal, eh?
I have chronic fatigue syndrome.. i swear, i can't stay awake all day for the life of me. today i fell asleep during jeremy's little speech.. right there, on the tile floor.
My arm is falling off.. my shoulder hurts all the time and i do not know why
If you get the chance, check out my legs. there's not an inch that doesn't have a bruise, a scar, or soemthing. you will honestly think i'm dying.

(Just wanted to bitch)

work is for old people

I got to sleep in today.
It....... was........ great.
Then i hung out with ally after doing random odd jobs for my dad for a few hours. I went with her to the mall. We wandered around for a good long time until it closed. I also bought a shirt a belt and a button. woo hoo!
Me: "Wanna be my bitch?"
Ally: "NO!... I already am" mm hmm yes
We feasted at her house too and were there until i had to go home

And that, my friends, was my day.

i'm a swing!

The second day of school = not too shabby. Twas real hot though.. and if i would've known it I could've done the "I'm so sweaty". I got spaghetti on my pants which made me sad (it's illegal to wash those babies). Swim meet against Lafollette tonight, I fell asleep on the bus, and we tied. I wanted to go home and sleep but I hung out with Adam Robin and Danielle. We all ate each other's balogna and were special.
and now i have lick on my neck.
and i have to get up early tomorrow.
baah

close your eyes

Today I had to be at swim at 6 AM, and there were old teachers there in speedos.. it's not a choice image to wake up to.

It was the first day of school and wasn't too bad. Looks like my classes won't suck too much this year. But, who knows? There's still time. Tomorrow is our first whole day of school, I'm not sure if I'll make it.

And it's impossible for me to keep my eyes open right now, so I think I'll stop trying.