do you feel good about green jell-o?

I love all this snow, it makes me giddy whatever that means. I was really tempted to go take a walk in it just a few minutes ago. I almost walked to Anna's house to see if she wanted to play.. but then I remembered that her mom thinks I'm a bad influence, and that I wasn't wearing shoes, so I didn't.

Last night my mom and I were talking about how she has to give my dad a ride to work and everywhere else in the winter, because he only drives his car when it's not cold and slippery outside. His car is his baby, or his lover, or something. So I asked why we couldn't just get another car. It would kinda make sense for everyone. In the winter if my dad neeeeds to drive somewhere he uses my brother's car, and then my brother is immobile. Plus.. I'd just like a car.

Anyway my mom said that they were thinking of getting a new one, especially since I'll be driving soon. But then grades came out and they changed their minds. Damn me and my shitty grades.. But she said that if they're better by the end of the year, they'll probably change their minds again.

So now I actually have motivation to do something. I did all of my homework tonight. Knowing me, that's CWAZY. Very cwazy. I mean, I'm not one of those kids who takes pride in their slackability, I just don't do anything. So. Yeah. I'm trying to change that now.

'Cause I want a car.


I sound REALLY spoiled, don't I? I'm sorry.