just try to see in the dark

Last night I rolled with Ally, and we declared it a 'Crewless' night. We went places, saw people, sung many-a-song and busted a move or two in her car. I bought a CD with money I didn't have, so now I owe her. We didn't have anything to do that didn't involve the Crew, so we ended up going to Palmer to swing around 9:00, when it was cold and dark and a little creepy. After a while we laid down on the benches of the picnic table and talked about school and college and growing up and if we'll still be friends when we're old and grey, and of course we will. It was a moment. Then we got too cold so we sat in her car. We listened to my new CD. We wondered if either of us would ever have a boyfriend who won't suck entirely (no offense to anyone who might take it). Maybe one of these days..

So, like I said, last night was a Crewless night. I actually haven't hung with the Crew in a little more than two weeks. It's not that I have a problem with any of them, or that I'm trying to ditch them or anything. And it's not that I have a man, because I don't. I just don't want to be completely connected with them, where they expect me to be there every time the rest are hanging. Plus, I just have other friends that I like to see. But it's nothing against the Crew. So tonight we're 'reuniting' so to speak.

Annnnd.. speaking of reuniting.. I hung out with Adam, Ryan, Wayne and company for the first time in months. It makes me happyeee, but they think I'd forgotten about them, when I thought it was the other way around.

Which reminds me.. Elaina and Joey, and Wayne and Caitlin are going to Prom together, and apparently they want me to go too. So Wayne decided that Adam should go with me/us, but I gues that's a no-go. Now we're looking to hire a male escort... but not really.