"maybe i've always been caught not paying attention when i should have, and blinking too much in between"

I'm up. Why? I don't know. I was tired a few hours ago but somehow I forgot I was going to bed. The next thing I know it's now. I finished this book I just started yesterday. Sterile Cuckoo? Anyone? I've been reading lately instead of thinking/worrying/whatever. It's good. I think.

Let's review real quick a few insanely awesome (and by that I mean the opposite) things that have happened in the past couple days.

• $40 vanished (I'm not going to say stolen, because, you know, it really could have just vanished and I think that's more fun than stolen anyday) from my purse last night.
• I fainted for the first time in months. Dentist office. Maybe back in January it wouldn't have been any big deal, but the thing is, I've gone for five months without fainting, without getting lightheaded, and it was a pretty sweet five months let me tell you. I thought I was back to normal but I guess not. And that sucks. It really does. Because now I'm going to start worrying about every kind of anything appt (doctor, dentist, ortho) and maybe I'll start taking caffeine pills before I go again and then I'll get addicted to caffeine and diediedie. But not really. Not at all. Basically, the fainting thing is just no fun.

So yeah. I guess there were really only two things. And, honestly? They both make me laugh a little. If those are the worst two things in my life then I'd say I have a pretty nice life.