these cucumber eyes

Ally and I had a "universe talk" last night. In other words, we talked about pretty much everything, but- interestingly enough- not the universe. Oh well.

She asked if I believe in fate or coincidence, and I thought both. But I guess she meant coincidence, as in: things aren't happening for a reason, they just happen because they do. Or something.

I guess I like to tie everything together. I like to think everything happens for a reason. I like to make sense of things that maybe make no sense at all. It makes me feel more secure, I guess, to think that everything has a purpose.

And I always feel much better about my life when I look at it from someone else's view.



So, uhhh.. news?
Zach and I are no longer Zach and I.
I can't say I didn't see it coming, or at least see something coming.
And I guess I'm alright with just being friends. I mean, hopefully this time we actually will be friends.
Don't get me wrong, I'm sad, but I haven't been too happy lately anyway, so it's no big change.

Sorry for being awkward.