Thursday, December 15, 2005

i should've left you at the flea market

Things are not going my way lately. And it's not that I'm used to getting whatever I want, it's just that all the tiny things that could go wrong, have. And nothing makes any sense.

Is it so easy to get angry at me? I feel like I keep getting blamed for faults of others. I'm the metaphorical whipping boy for every adult in my life. Honestly.. or so it seems.

Am I just the last straw.. all the time? Am I just that easy to yell at?

I don't know, but it is really bringing me down.

Don't think I'm mega depressed. I mean, this isn't last winter. Or.. the one before that.


I feel selfish for even complaining, but today has been nothing short of horrible.


There were high points.
-the establishment of the LOTHT crew/ SNiCK nostalgia
-getting permission to eff the door project sideways

Aaaand the absolute lowest point, I'd have to say, was when that song came on and I had to just stare out the window.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

... you know, right now, when im sitting here and thinking about last winter. and you and i. and our mirrors. and now. and pain. and more pain. i want to cry. wait... maybe i will.
i love you.

Ally said...

LOTHT...represent.

I don't know what's going on, or what's bringing you down, but winter break is soon, and tomorrow is Friday. I know that doesn't help or anything.

It's okay to complain once in awhile.

Take this advice from Christina:
"You are beautiful, no matter what they say. They can't bring you down today."

Come on!! You know you like it!

C.Section, much love

-A.Bomb