eegad

so i never think of my life as pitiful until i'm sitting at home on a friday night after a three hour after-school-nap wondering what the crap i'm gonna do because one of my best friends is in california (for a whole nother week too!) and everyone else is not my friend (or working, or not in janesville, but hey)

and i've never hated christmas shopping til this year. and i don't even have a lot to do. just two people left and half of my mom's gift but i keep putting it off! if i was smart that's how i'd spend tonight but noooo thaaanks.

perhaps this is a good time to tell everyone who doesn't know that i drink like a fish.
i drink like a fish.
okay.

rain is the most ridiculous thing when it's december 22.
this pop up ad is seriously asking me "what part of rudolph lights up?"

good god i'm gonna die if i don't find something to do quick

oh wait, i think brian's coming to my rescue?