home again

Whenever I come home for a weekend my room is spotless and I guess I've never thought about it, but my mom must clean it. I wonder if she cleans it after I leave to go back to school, or before I come home. Or do I leave it like this? I really can't remember. I really doubt it. My sheet is on the bed upside down (a.k.a. the side with stripes is the side not facing the ceiling), and when I noticed that I thought, whoever put them on must not have been paying attention. And then, now, 20 minutes later, I realized I was the one who put them on, a month ago. I find it strange that nothing happens in my room for weeks at a time when I'm away. When I open my drawers there's nothing really in them anymore. All or most of my clothes are at school. I realize I can survive without any of this stuff that's in my room here, because I am surviving without it at school. This makes me think that I should get rid of it. But, if I get rid of everything here, that makes this home less mine