I don't know what to say or where to start. Right now, I don't know what I'm going to write about, but I feel like I should say something because I haven't written in here for a while. I've had this blog for a year now. Crazy, eh? Time flies. It really does. But I've noticed that history's been repeating itself in my life. I get superstitious about it actually. Like, last year, around this time I started to get depressed I guess you could say, I got sick, and didn't get better until February when I had my tonsils taken out. Around this time, I stopped talking to Ally so much. I don't even know if you would've called us friends. Funny thing is, blogs brought us back together (I guess we were too weak to actually talk to each other in person). Basically, last year, school was horrible. I can honestly say it was the worst year of my life school-wise. But then, I had some really really great and memorable times too, new friends, that stuff. Roman says we were fun when we were miserable. I'm actually excited for school to start (tomorrow) because I know it can't be any worse than last year. I know my classes should be a lot easier. I'm an upperclassmen, that'll be nice, I think. And I'm honestly not too bummed that summer is over. I mean, it was great. Well it was great even though I was sad for quite a bit of it. But I've learned, I've changed. I feel like it's pointless to say when I've changed because I'm ever-changing. We all are. At least I hope. I'm always trying to better myself and learn new things. Each time you see me it's like I'm new and improved. I hope. I'm just feeling really really great lately. For a while, nothing made sense and I was sad for no reason or emotionless and numb and I hated it, but now everything is making sense and laying itself out and I'm just feeling perfect. Not perfect, but close. Summer does that. Realizations on top of realizations, I guess.
I'm sorry that doesn't make sense. That's just how everything came out.
I'll try to make this simple though.
Thank you, Ally, Roman, Zach, Ian, Jon, for making summer what it was. You guys go down as "awesome" in my book. For ever and then some.
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i feel like this summer brought about a lot for me too... i feel just like i've identified more of what it really is to be 'me'... if that makes sense?
anyway... thank you for the swing time, sweet cupcakes, singing in the car, and glorious adventures...
and the long long long talks about repetitive things.
*raises a glass* to summer of 2005. may you never be forgotten. haha
It's been an honor and a privilege, Carl.
*toasts with a delicious mug of root brew*
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